This Is Love

This Is Perfection. The Two Of Us.

Concerns?

Everything in my life is perfect right now. I'm doing good in school, I have a wonderful family, great friends, and a wonderful man. But there is always something I am worried about. Sometimes its stupid stuff, like "did I eat too much today". Other times its serious stuff, like worrying about death and dying. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a doom and gloom kind of person, but doesn't eveyone worry about that kind of stuff every now and again?
But this time I'm worried about something that I don't think I can fix. If there is one thing I have learned in the span of my short 20 years here on Earth, it is that one cannot change someone. But when I see something about someone that is so amazing, but no one else sees it, I want to make that person show the world who they really are. I know it is not up to me, and I can't make a person suddenly show their private side to the world, but it would make things easier for the people trying to get to know that person. Maybe they will show their secret side in time; it just might take a while. I hope that people gets to see this side, soon. It would make things a lot easier.

Anniversary

I have to admit, I am one of those people who tend to scoff and roll my eyes when someone says, "It's our 2 month anniversary!"
I mean, c'mon people, we are adults here, we don't need to really get into the months, now do we? Of course we all did that in high school. Some even counted by the weeks; But that was ok then, because we were young, and we didn't know when or where our significant other would decide to break up with us to date the new girl or guy.
However, as I found myself signing in at the Patient First tonight (I had a really bad tummy ache), I noticed the date and murmured to myself, "Hm. It's our 2 month anniversary."
I was a little annoyed with myself for even saying it, because I don't want to be a hypocrite. I wouldn't dare call Adam and tell him; he will most definetly think I'm weird.
So of course I'm not going to post all over Facebook and Myspace that it's our 2 month anniversay, with little hearts and exclamation points; I will save that for the 6 month anniversary. But I will silently acknowledge this milestone, and say:
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ADAM, HERE'S TO MANY MORE! I LOVE YOU!

So Cute!

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I would be so happy if I found this in my bread! I think mice are so cute! I'd raise them as my own and knit them sweaters!

It's Been A Long While

It's been some time since I've written last. I should let you know that the "crush" thing worked out WONDEFULLY, and we have been in current dating bliss for about 2 months. It all started when we went out to the Virginia Zoo. He didn't really give me any clues that he liked me, but I was trying to use telekinesis or telepathy or tele-whatever to tell him I liked him. I would lean in close and and talk softly, hoping he would get close enough to my head that he would kiss me. But that didn't work out so much. So it was pretty much a friendly event; nothing more. But then that week at school he asked me to go with him to the Virginia Aquarium, and it was there that he held my hand! I was so excited and I felt such a nervousness that is so unlike me! So we held hands and it was wonderful. But the best part was when he KISSED me in the parking lot when we were leaving! I was so happy, I almost exploded! So after that, well, the rest is history. I really love him, and feel a really deep connection to him. He is absolutely wonderful; the best man a girl could ask for. Everything seems to be falling into place for me rather nicely.