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It's been a while since I've written last. I've just been so busy with school, work, the usual. But alas, things are finally looking up! I can honestly say that I am no longer hurt and/or bitter about the situation of the "Ex" that has had me wrapped up in turmoil for a long while. In fact, I wish him well. I have a feeling it will take him a while to find happiness, because he doesn't really know what he wants, but that's no longer my concern. I can hapily say I feel that burden being lifted from me.
It's funny, how no matter what life throws at you, the little things seem to amaze me still. Depsite everything, despite the long while of me feeling so broken and sad, sitting in a cold, dark place for so long, something has changed. Changed for the better. I have a "crush" on someone. It's funny, I thought as an adult, I wouldn't "crush" on someone, but when I see this person, I get little butterflies and I probably babble like an idiot around him. Then again, I tend to babble to everyone, so hopefully he doesn't notice. But anyways, I think like the feelings I have are similar to the ones I used to have on the playground in Junior High. But thats alright with, me! I don't think I will tell him, though. Believe it or not, I am shy in that aspect. I just hope he sees some signs and will get the hint. Who knows? Maybe he likes me too! One can only hope.
It's funny, how no matter what life throws at you, the little things seem to amaze me still. Depsite everything, despite the long while of me feeling so broken and sad, sitting in a cold, dark place for so long, something has changed. Changed for the better. I have a "crush" on someone. It's funny, I thought as an adult, I wouldn't "crush" on someone, but when I see this person, I get little butterflies and I probably babble like an idiot around him. Then again, I tend to babble to everyone, so hopefully he doesn't notice. But anyways, I think like the feelings I have are similar to the ones I used to have on the playground in Junior High. But thats alright with, me! I don't think I will tell him, though. Believe it or not, I am shy in that aspect. I just hope he sees some signs and will get the hint. Who knows? Maybe he likes me too! One can only hope.
